Im happy to be writing, im having a party, it helps me find my soul, and when i find my soul i know im still there, its a happy place. Bring jelly bring balloons and a few words. For all these years i have been coaching myself to do the right things and with the love of people around me i have found the will. The next room in my life is over there, where ever there is. The next room is full of laughter and love and full of family. Those who embrace me embrace hope and heaven. This is my way of saying thank you x